~假如【分享转载】~

有 些人会幸福地说：［让我重新选择的话，我还是会爱上他。］

另一些人却说：［让我重新选择的话，我不会爱上他。］这样说的人，不一定是后悔，也不一定是不够爱这个人。也许，她跟那些说［我还是会爱上他］的人一样，都是深深爱着对方的。

爱，也是有痛苦的。 爱，有时候是一个重担，一种无奈。你爱上了他， 欲罢不能。你本来不想开始，但是开始了。你胆颤心惊，害怕会失去 他。你没有安全感，你觉得代价太大了。你可以离开他，然而，你做 不到。每次看到他，你就会心软，不忍心说别离。这样下去，会要了 你的命。有一天，你会恨他，或者他会恨你。你知道你们终究是不能 长相厮守的。假使让你重新选择，你不会爱上他。
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不爱上他，就没有痛苦，也不需要抉择。
不爱上他，就不会害怕失去他。
不爱上他，就不需担心自己会无止境地付出。
不爱上他，就不会因为无法跟他长相厮守而难过。
不爱上他，就不会有无奈。

假 使有一天我跟你说：［让我重新选择的话，我不会爱上你。］你能体 谅我的心情吗？

~久违的更新~

好一段时间没上来了。。
因我的生活已恢复了所谓的正常时间。。
就是过着朝九晚五的生活，回到家梳洗后就倒头大睡。。
最精生活有些忙碌。。
倒霉的我。。
有病到了。。。
真是衰到啊！
说着说着。。一个月过去了。。
感觉时间过得真快。。不知不觉的我已做了一个月的工。。哈哈。。
工作的日子只有欢乐，所以日子总觉得特别快过。。
最近爱上了叮当的歌曲。。很好听哦。。
而且很有意思。。。
这首我爱他。。很感触。。算是一首本体创作哦～～

丁当 - 我爱他
作词：黄婷 作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

~Working Life update~

It's been a time since my last update..
well..becoz of...working life..
since i start working ..my life had totally turn into normal where i sleep b4 12 am and wake b4 8am.
That's so called working life...
this is my 3rd week of working, frankly speaking,
i'm happy and enjoying my work..
Thanks god letting me to a group of funny and nice colleague..
I knew i do bring a lots of problem to u guys just becoz i have 0 working experience.
But u guys still willing to teach me and treat me like ur sister..
i feel warm in this working environment, everytime i "shout",
u guys rush to my place in a short time to help me...
appreciated very muchhy..

i have a lots of training in Dell just to familiar myself to the application that gonna be used.
I'm really feeling good working here, and i do learnt a lots of new things.
I learn to use outlook which i have totally 0 knowledge on it b4.
My working environment more like a big family which full of fun.
It's my pleasure to work there, comparing to my internship time, i could say that it is 100% better than that.
Sometimes i really feel like dreaming coz i had a bad experience of industry life,
but when i get into Dell, it's to nice till i tot i'm dreaming, wish i won't be wake soon.
Whatever it is, pass means passed, and i have a brighter future in front of me.
I learn to enjoy my job and loved it..
Thanks for giving such good pressie on my first job..

~1st day on work - Dell~

!st day on work...woke up by 7am...
prepared my self dress properly and headed bus stop to take a bus to DEll.
I'm quite nervous coz i dono who will be my colleague and how will they be.
So walking in Dell, waiting for the person in charge to bring me up.
Once enter the department, i feel good with it..no stress!!
haha..
the colleague are so nice than i expected..yeah!
they are so friendly too...

i met a guys from my hometown and also from meow's hometown...
world is really small yea~
so ngam tat day is also the day they set as our manager's day, so i'm so lucky to have a dinner -KFC in the office with them..nice yea~
after that rein, one of my colleague sent me home...i'm staying the nearest among them..mostly they are stay at SK or Puchong...
I'm glad knowing all of them and having a very nice team to work with..
how i wish i can turn from contract to permanent...
FYI, i'm working as IT Analyst (Technical Support) in Global service desk department..
Nice knowing u guys!

~Quick Update- 30th May~

It's been a time i no update here..coz workin life start makes my life turn into normal hours.
My job started on 1stJune so i gotta back cyberjaya on 31st may.
Alright, before i'm goin back, i got the chance to have my 1st meet wif little ethan and he is so so cute..
haha...mum suggested to have a dinner with granparents today as i have not been home for nearly one year..
plus now i'm working oversea, the chances to meet are surely decreased.
So mum cook tonite and we'll having our dinner together.
Lets see what's my mum prepare for the nite..
my mum is good in cooking which i admire most..she taught me many skills on cooking and preparing various type home dishes.
let's see>>

~ "5 xiang" Duck~

~Curry Fish Head~

~Cucumber Salad~

~Jelly Fish~

"Asam boi spareribs"

~ABC soup~

~balsam pear with salted egg~

~Yummy Dishes~

After eating i keep taking pic of the Garfield cat of my aunt.
My uncle loves dog and my aunt loves cat so so much..haha
my aunt have 7 garfield at home..y say so?
coz all fat cat like garfield..lolx..
so that's all for the nite.