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有 些人会幸福地说：［让我重新选择的话，我还是会爱上他。］

另一些人却说：［让我重新选择的话，我不会爱上他。］这样说的人，不一定是后悔，也不一定是不够爱这个人。也许，她跟那些说［我还是会爱上他］的人一样，都是深深爱着对方的。

爱，也是有痛苦的。 爱，有时候是一个重担，一种无奈。你爱上了他， 欲罢不能。你本来不想开始，但是开始了。你胆颤心惊，害怕会失去 他。你没有安全感，你觉得代价太大了。你可以离开他，然而，你做 不到。每次看到他，你就会心软，不忍心说别离。这样下去，会要了 你的命。有一天，你会恨他，或者他会恨你。你知道你们终究是不能 长相厮守的。假使让你重新选择，你不会爱上他。
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不爱上他，就没有痛苦，也不需要抉择。
不爱上他，就不会害怕失去他。
不爱上他，就不需担心自己会无止境地付出。
不爱上他，就不会因为无法跟他长相厮守而难过。
不爱上他，就不会有无奈。

假 使有一天我跟你说：［让我重新选择的话，我不会爱上你。］你能体 谅我的心情吗？

~久违的更新~

好一段时间没上来了。。
因我的生活已恢复了所谓的正常时间。。
就是过着朝九晚五的生活，回到家梳洗后就倒头大睡。。
最精生活有些忙碌。。
倒霉的我。。
有病到了。。。
真是衰到啊！
说着说着。。一个月过去了。。
感觉时间过得真快。。不知不觉的我已做了一个月的工。。哈哈。。
工作的日子只有欢乐，所以日子总觉得特别快过。。
最近爱上了叮当的歌曲。。很好听哦。。
而且很有意思。。。
这首我爱他。。很感触。。算是一首本体创作哦～～

丁当 - 我爱他
作词：黄婷 作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

~Working Life update~

It's been a time since my last update..
well..becoz of...working life..
since i start working ..my life had totally turn into normal where i sleep b4 12 am and wake b4 8am.
That's so called working life...
this is my 3rd week of working, frankly speaking,
i'm happy and enjoying my work..
Thanks god letting me to a group of funny and nice colleague..
I knew i do bring a lots of problem to u guys just becoz i have 0 working experience.
But u guys still willing to teach me and treat me like ur sister..
i feel warm in this working environment, everytime i "shout",
u guys rush to my place in a short time to help me...
appreciated very muchhy..

i have a lots of training in Dell just to familiar myself to the application that gonna be used.
I'm really feeling good working here, and i do learnt a lots of new things.
I learn to use outlook which i have totally 0 knowledge on it b4.
My working environment more like a big family which full of fun.
It's my pleasure to work there, comparing to my internship time, i could say that it is 100% better than that.
Sometimes i really feel like dreaming coz i had a bad experience of industry life,
but when i get into Dell, it's to nice till i tot i'm dreaming, wish i won't be wake soon.
Whatever it is, pass means passed, and i have a brighter future in front of me.
I learn to enjoy my job and loved it..
Thanks for giving such good pressie on my first job..

~1st day on work - Dell~

!st day on work...woke up by 7am...
prepared my self dress properly and headed bus stop to take a bus to DEll.
I'm quite nervous coz i dono who will be my colleague and how will they be.
So walking in Dell, waiting for the person in charge to bring me up.
Once enter the department, i feel good with it..no stress!!
haha..
the colleague are so nice than i expected..yeah!
they are so friendly too...

i met a guys from my hometown and also from meow's hometown...
world is really small yea~
so ngam tat day is also the day they set as our manager's day, so i'm so lucky to have a dinner -KFC in the office with them..nice yea~
after that rein, one of my colleague sent me home...i'm staying the nearest among them..mostly they are stay at SK or Puchong...
I'm glad knowing all of them and having a very nice team to work with..
how i wish i can turn from contract to permanent...
FYI, i'm working as IT Analyst (Technical Support) in Global service desk department..
Nice knowing u guys!

~Quick Update- 30th May~

It's been a time i no update here..coz workin life start makes my life turn into normal hours.
My job started on 1stJune so i gotta back cyberjaya on 31st may.
Alright, before i'm goin back, i got the chance to have my 1st meet wif little ethan and he is so so cute..
haha...mum suggested to have a dinner with granparents today as i have not been home for nearly one year..
plus now i'm working oversea, the chances to meet are surely decreased.
So mum cook tonite and we'll having our dinner together.
Lets see what's my mum prepare for the nite..
my mum is good in cooking which i admire most..she taught me many skills on cooking and preparing various type home dishes.
let's see>>

~ "5 xiang" Duck~

~Curry Fish Head~

~Cucumber Salad~

~Jelly Fish~

"Asam boi spareribs"

~ABC soup~

~balsam pear with salted egg~

~Yummy Dishes~

After eating i keep taking pic of the Garfield cat of my aunt.
My uncle loves dog and my aunt loves cat so so much..haha
my aunt have 7 garfield at home..y say so?
coz all fat cat like garfield..lolx..
so that's all for the nite.

~Tea Session at Tarot Cafe~

This is my only tea session with my friends since i back here...

Erm...my time to stay at Kuching oso short so i catch up a time to have tea with them..
It's been a long time din meet with them..guess ard 1 & half years? perhaps..
Aaron and Li Chyuan came fetch me yesterday by 8:30pm, it's not a good time for tea as it rains whole afternoon. Too bad i need go back to Cyberjaya on Monday dy as my job start by 1st June.
People celebrating Gawai holiday at East M'sia but i have to go back start my working life dy.
Thanks Dell offering me such good job, it's my pleasure that i can enter Dell to work.
So, no reason for me to reject the company right?
such good chance to work in Dell with contract job.

Back to topic, i tot there'll some changes of both of them,but answer is no, they still maintain the same. both still as high..i feel so short standing by them,..hoho..
We headed to tarot cafe located at Jalan Keretapi which i had never been to.
I'm so outdated with Kuching place dy...sorry coz i no back here for quite a long time dy..XD
i found the tarot cafe is flooded with people as time turn more night.
No doubt, tarot cafe is good for tea session, the environment was so fine but just a bit noisy as peole there talking quite loud.

~The Wall deco ~

~The Menu~

When u placed order, they will double check with u..too bad our order was having mistake and it's double mistake where my friend order Hazelnut milk but come up with dono wat Mango drink, after making changes ....still wrong...alo..is Hazelnut Milk not Hazelnut Coffee..
end up my fren go to counter and change the order again..lolz..

I ordered Watermelon Sago and i never expecting the portion was so so big...really worth for the price...friends order Hazelnut Milk & Enrich Choc but i no capture any pic for it as they so rushing to drink it..=.='''

~Watermelon Sago RM 7.50~

then we ordered 2 snack french fries and fried hotate..Hotate oways my favorite and i found no much place got this snack...i'm oways hunting for it..wakaka..

~Fried Hotate RM4.90~

~French Fries RM 4.00~

we chit chat bout our uni life whole nite, and found many ppl were lost in contact dy...
huhuhu...
all busy with their own life dy..not like secondary sch stick together anymore..
life changes as ppl grown up.
anyway, it's glad tat i have tea session and we're still same as b4..thanks u guys not forgotten me yet..haha...

Celebrities Who Stink

Owh~~ this week topics kinda erm...

it's bad talking ppl stinky rite?
BUt it's just and friendly reminder as no one would like to be stinky smelly oways ya..
Talking bout the celebrities who stink...hmm..
i have not much idea on it ..
but what comes in my mind is Owen Wilson...
An American actor, comedian or writter..
it's not any offence, just a feeling on only..
well i guess man like him kinda sweating oways
and might needed some deodorant to cover body odor ..
As do have some news on them whenever they are on some "smell" without deodorant on it~
Guess he might needed some deodorant whenever he going out meeting people
to avoid any disappointment right?

Celebrities are popular as they oways on TV show or movie or some sort of media.
but they are normal human too..
just because they are public entertainer,
so they gave much impression to ppl around,
so, guess for a celebrities,
they should have avoid this matter before it becomes a topic for others.
This topic just an advertisement, no offense meaning.
Just and friendly reminder. :)

U're wont like to face ppl in stinky smell,
u wont like ppl to say urmmm..u smell sth diff?
it's dissapointing rite?
guess everyone do have some body smell mayb after sweating from sport and so on..
so everyone would have some stinky smell at some times,
what to do is,
spray on deodorant ,avoid from the stinky smell,
good for everyone isn't it?

Alright~ here are Project Alpha Season 2 episod 36-39 for u to enjoy~











Project Alpha is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS.

~MBO outing with sis and bro~

Bro was complaining i seldom come back and have a movie with him so long ago..

so since i am back this time so i promised him to have a movie b4 i goin back start work.
Well...flip through the newspaper, guess only one movie is suitable

--> Shrek Forever.

Alright, he is just 14 so cant bring him for violent movie for sure, so we had this cute movie for this sunday outing.
We decided to have the movie on 1:45pm slot, so we headed to The Spring's MBO around 12 sthg just to bought the ticket 1st.

u know that MBO does not provide any online ticket reservation or purchasing..=.='''
So have to go early to buy the ticket on spot.

We manage to get the seat at row A which consider the highest ..great place?
dont really think so as durinbng the movie time i was keep blocking by the naughty child infront of me..keksi..they cant sit properly to watch a movie , keep stand sit move here and there and the parents were sitting front of them and doesnt care them at all.

After purchasing the ticket , we went for lunch at Sugarbun.
Previously Sugarbun keep bankrup for the branches open b4..it's such a weird situation where u see sugarbun is flooded with people..lolz..
So we ordered 2 chicken plate and a set of fish fillet set.
as we are hungry so i din manage take a "sui"pic of the set meal...
but the fish filler is really nice cost RM8.95 per set.
yummy yummyu can have a try!

Then we headed to Bata Shop where all the shoes are having discount. sis bought one sport shoes but i din found any "attractive" shoes so din buy. But then we went to D&D, i bought 2 pcs of shirt which suit me to go for work..buy1 free 1 cost RM37. cheap right?
XD
After movie we went to have dimsum/high tea at Kim Bay restaurant.
This is what we ordered>>
sis order Honey Jasmine Tea RM3.90 (no photo taken as it's look same with this)>>

~Plum Jasmine Green Tea RM 3.50~
~Char Siew CrispyPuff RM 3.80~
~ShrimpCrystal ball RM 4.30~
~Double mushroom beancurd roll RM 3.80~
~Deep Fried Carrot Cake RM 3.80~
~Fried Bee Hoon in Xiamen Style RM 8.30~
U can test this fried beehoon, it taste like tomato beehoon in deep dry style but taste very nice really..can try~~
recommended ♥♥♥♥♥
Total is RM 32.97

Great outing today with sis and bro...
dono the next time will b when as last time we had outing i think is more than half year b4 as i had no back for nearly 1 year..lolz..
I painted this yesterday for today outing..such a long time din play nail art due to the busy of exam and moving house~~hoho..i like purple muchhhieee...

Football=Adidas?

World cup is comin again huh!!!
How to link footbal wif addidas?
Adidas is organizing a football competition -> Adidas Pure Game Ole KO
This event is scheduled on Friday, May 21, starting from 7.30pm-8.30pm at Mid Valley.
so can u link it together now?hehe..
Since the fisrt u heard of Addidas, you will automatically link it sports as it provide many sports stuff.
Its now weird when Addidas to be link with football as it is one of the sponsor of the event.
Somemore, u get to know that how this event happens?

Still remember those season1 and season 2 blogger?
yea~ right!
they are now playing futsal 1 on 1 at the Addidas Ole KO road show which will be located at Centre Court, Mid Valley.
So interested to catching up with them?
Perhaps if u are free then u might go and support them as well.

Back to topic, since Addidas is a sports mechandicer so guess there's no problem.
Addidas comes with so many products such as bottles, shirts, shoes and
even deodorant isin't it?

So if u are one of the futsal lovers, u might get thise chances
hang over give a support for those bloggers.
As we're all on th world cup fever now? guess so?

With Addidas, all sports are look perfect no matter from which angle.
Every single part is care by Addidas for all the sport persons.
So, besides happying with the futsal, enjoy some videos of the bloggers ya~
here it is!

Project Alpha is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS. The Project Alpha bloggers will be at the Adidas Pure Game Ole KO event on Friday (May 21), from 7.30pm-8.30pm. Catch them in action!

~Home Sweet Home~

I'm finally HOME!!!
Happy!!
I overnite at airport as my flight was scheduled on early morning 7:10am..
1st time taking so early flight..but luckily accompanied by my meow~
i reached Kuching at 9am sharp nad my parents were both reached dy ..
they straight picked me bring me to eat Laksa...so yummy! but coz of sleepless whole nite, i'm tired n moodless taking any photo..
i reached home n sleep till dinner only wake..
Dad treat us a dinner at HOng KOng Noodle house located at Padungan.
Long time no eat and i try the Shrimp Wantan Noodlle...still taste same..hehe
well..i'm actually extremely tired today..no pic for today post oso as i forget bring my camera out..
such a boring post with words...
tats all..i'm NOW HOME!! Enjoying my aircon..haha..

~"Food trip b4 leaving Melaka"~

Today i left melaka to cyber dy...it's the announce end of my uni life~

anyhow i still enjoy till day b4 i left...
my gangs have a small food trip on melaka ater the exam..
Meow is comin down to melaka helping me moving house...
I admit my things really a lot till i cant move all back so i have to deposit at my frens house..

Talking bout the food trip, my gangs were having exam till 5 pm so need to wait them for dinner. so , in the morning i move thing to Falix's house 1st n go for lunch.
Since everyone having exam so i brought meow to Sakura house at Duyong.


But this time visit kinda a bot dissapointed.
i wonder if they are changing new menu or the menu for lunch and dinner are actually differ..coz the menu were,'t the menu i saw b4...
It's totally different.


The prices for some dishes increased and the portion oso decreased.
So wasn't as expected b4. The choices of meal is lesser and lesser..wonder y???
so we order few thing and it cost us RM27.50.
The portion small actually, doesnt really full up stomache.
We ordered Ebiko sushi, Unagi sushi and Salmon sushi. i was looking for ebi fry sushi roll but there's no more this choices. Only total of 6 sushi choices in menu.
We oso ordered the soft crab, Garlic rice, Fried Salmon and match icecream.
i dono this call cheap or not as the food portion is kinda small. here's some pic of it..

~Sushi choices~

~Soft crab~

~Garlic Rice~

~fried salmon~

~Match icecream~
~Free Flow Green Tea~

~Menu~

So after lunch , i went to Jusco and posted 4 boxes of my sis stuff back hometown.
Then we back home for a short rest and headed to DP to collect my bracelet..
In Dp, there's sth attracting me , the hp cover..owh..so nice cover then i can configure myself..lol
i put the pic i like on my hp..front n back and it's cost only 39.90..wakaka...1st time do it on my hp...and i'm happy with it! XD
After that we headed to CarryOn Steamboat to meet with bobo them..we were late anywher due to my hp prob =.=
Actually it was celebration for Sam's bday oso ...
the place were quite hot actually as it located at 2nd floor..but the tauke vr nice open the window for us soon..
Carryon is located just beside/ behind pure bar at melaka raya, it cost rm 19.90 per person ..
of coz teh choices not as much as expected but still satisfying.

After steamboat we headed to next station Nadeje cake house...
They are famous with crepe cake which is Sam's fav. since he bday so bring him ther for second round. we order the cake and we get 1 free oso..mayb they goin to close soon. here's some to share with u.

~Milk Tea~

~Original~

~Cafe au lait~

~This is special where u only can get it on Wednesday and saturday if not mistaken~

~Cool Down~

~Tropical love?~

Forgot most of the name lolx..enjoy from pic la..:p

After that falix suggested to go beach which is pantai puteri...dono where's the exact places but not really a suggestion [lace to go at nite...too dark n dangerous at nite le la ><'' after beach nth to do they all went home..but me n meow continueing paktoh to DP gsc for a movie. Thanks ray helping us buy ticket online , we watched kidnappers, the s'pore movie at 12;30am. the movie bring some moral value and some msg, just sometimes i felt it is too violence. Here's sinopsis of it. By the time i reached home ady 3 am...but still nid packing n cleaning with my super duper tired body conditionm. ~Day 2~ Woke up ard 10 30 am and started thee last round moving stuff to falix house. waiting all all them to wake up and have our last gathering lunch at Ho Kei Chicken Rice Ball located at jonker.

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We reach there and saw many ppl queueing ther, but luckily we're not queue up long time, we make our order at doorstep then we got be placed after 10 mins.





Upon seated, the dishes are presented in 5 mins. effeicient?? i'm too hungry so not much picture taken ..only few of it...

~The Price~

then our second round is cendol...perhaps too much ppl n no seat available more so they take away and eat walk along..i din buy as i wanted to buy the perfect fruit ice...yummy yummy...luckily still can drink b4 left melaka..we then rush back to ixora and pick up all my stuff and start our journey to cyberjaya. Reaching Cyberjaya ard 630 pm ..tired and hungry...so we went to oldtown for dinner as meow has the 50 ringgit vouvher that he won from table tennis competition. so we ordered the most expensive food as we can..haha don want waste ma..lol... see~~~~~~~tada!!!

~Old Town Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun~

~Old Town White Coffee Ice Blended & signature blended~

~Old town signature freeze~

~Fried Wanton a la carte RM5.90/ addon RM 4.90~~Whole Egg Curry Noddles~
~Signature Double Bread/Toast~
~Total of RM49.25 paid with RM 50 voucher~

then thats end of my day from melaka to cyberjaya~~ all the while only eat n eat and EAT!!! FAT SIAO lo~~XD